Darkness...

I need to buy my lightbulb.

It hurts but sometimes I guess its for the best. Hurt only lasts a while anyway. We always heal and it always gets better. That's the way life is.

Maybe I brought it upon myself for making the decisions I made, saying the words...

But its the truth.

I have never felt worst.

I need a drink.

I need to clear my head.

Alcohol please?

And something strong at that...

I should just go to bed now.

I have to work tomorrow...

My phone is silent. I think I have to give up...

I don't know what to think anymore...
I just need to know that life will be okay.
That things will turn out okay.
That I will be okay.
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